It was supposed to be a celebration—a new launch event, an exciting next chapter. But as I stood up with a box in hand, my knee suddenly gave out. No warning, no buildup, just collapse. I tried again, and again it buckled. The third time, I knew—I had to sit down. And for anyone who knows me, that’s not something I do easily.
I spent the evening with my leg elevated and on ice while trying to stay present. A friend picked up crutches for me, and I hobbled home. The diagnosis? Stay off it. No weight-bearing. Surgical consult pending. MRI scheduled. I had no choice: ten days in bed, leg raised, minimal movement.
And that’s where this story begins.
Ten days of stillness weren’t part of the plan. But what emerged from that unexpected cave of silence was something extraordinary. Slowness, which I normally resist, became a blessing. Forced reflection turned into clarity. I journaled, I dreamed, I envisioned, I wrote—poems, TED talks, blogs, strategies. I painted pictures with my words and saw with new eyes what I had been too busy to face.
This wasn’t a break. This was a breakthrough.
What I uncovered in those ten days was a new version of myself—freed from old grief loops, unnecessary noise, and the constant push to do more. I emerged excited, empowered, and focused—not just on where I was going, but why. And with that clarity, I made big decisions: about where I want to live, how I want to feel in my body, and the kind of life I want to build for the next decade.
The situation looked bleak—immobile, waiting, uncertain—but beneath the surface, something deeper was happening. There was more going on than met the eye. What seemed like a limitation became a hidden doorway.
And the outpouring of love overwhelmed me in the best way. Friends brought food, offered rides, walked the dog, visited, and called. I felt held, seen, and profoundly supported while everything was still.
For someone who’s never found meditation accessible, this forced pause became a full-body spiritual experience. I vowed to take a few minutes each day to reflect, ask where I am, where I’m going, and what I’m ready to receive.
Sure, we’ve all had moments like these—surprises, setbacks, or slowdowns that don’t make sense at the time. But maybe, just maybe, those moments are miracles in disguise. Maybe a torn meniscus is just the spirit’s way of opening a new door.
So here’s my invitation: if life is slowing you down, maybe it’s asking you to listen, to lean in, to stop pushing and start receiving. And if you’ve had a moment like this, I hope you’ll share it. When we tell our stories, we remind each other of the beauty hidden in plain sight.